Moving Back

The past few months have been really hard for me.  I have had no motivation for school, I felt like Nursing isn't what I should be doing, I wasn't enjoying it as much as I thought I would, and was just really confused as to what to do.  After Christmas break I didn't even want to go back to school.  As more time passed by I decided that this really isn't what I needed to be doing so I decided to withdraw from my classes.  Colton decided to stick it out for one more test to see how he would do. I love how he was still going to give it all he got and not give up.  I'm not saying I was giving up but with my lack of motivation some negativity, he was still staying strong and I love that about him.  After he received his test score, and doing worse on that test than the first test we took, he decided too that he would be done.  This decision has been hard for both of us but we do feel like this is what we needed to do at the time.  I do believe that everything happens for a reason and everything will work out it the end.  It is amazing how everything works out, we never had this in our minds that this is what we would be doing.  I don't regret moving and going to school and I will forever treasure all the moments we have had with my Grandparents.  I know there is a reason why we moved there and if I don't know all those reasons now it's okay and I know later on I may have a better understanding.

So, we have decided to move back to Utah.  Colton is working with his Dad on the farm and I am trying to find a job.  Colton has always had a passion for farming and I am thinking this is what he will do forever now!  With Colton working full time now, I am going to need to find something to do to occupy some of my time!  I'll find something I'm sure, I just have to stay hopeful.